Crappy feeling

I feel so close to breaking down now and i dont even know why :( I feel so lonely, even when i have people around me. Is it wrong to feel that way? I have been talking about me feeling upset and everything when i feel like im losing friends. but at this point of time, i feel so alone like reallyyy alone. but i know deep down inside, i do have a few friends im close to and can trust. really grateful for them. and it does make me feel a little knowing they will be there. but i still cant help feeling this way at some point of time. i dont think there is anyone who can understand how i really feel now sigh

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school has started. it has only been a week and guess what? my tutorials are pilling up. two tutorials are due on monday and im left with one which im totally clueless about. i miss sec school days where i can actually depend my life on my notes to pass and ace in an exam. the poly notes are freaking useless i swear. and if im not wrong, we aint suppose to lift from the slides but thats the answers we need to answer to the question. so glad i have a group of friends in class now :) we lag behind together while the rest of the class is already partially done or have done their tutorials hahahahahahaha okay time to do my tutorials byebye