Two weeks

TWO MORE WEEKS LEFT TO O'S ASDFGHJKL AND IM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. okay i dont usually use vulgarities on my blog and that is hpw much im actually freaking out right now. LOL. and im still blogging. good job cass chua. loljk. im just really sick and tired of studying and studying and studying everyday. 3 more days of school and im gonna graduate. everything seem to pass by so quickly and im sooooooooo not ready for o's. i dont think im even 10% ready for it. if someone were to give me that piece of o level paper, i think im just gonna break down on the spot. sigh. its stressing me out. the fact that my mum is trying to calm me down is ........ weird. i mean isnt she suppose to push me even more. LOL. oh well. there's nothing else i can do except studying now right? and there are still lots of things on my mind, i need to clear it. im so worried for every single subject. boohoo. this sucks. why am i 16. someone shoot me. the perks of being a wallflower is coming out next thursday and i was still planning to watch the movie. and fyeah its NC16!!! okay im not gonna miss it. its only two hours. not that much time right? im just deceiving myself and i need to stop. every minute matter now :( im gonna start studying at 10 again. can i just dump everything here in singapore and follow Justin on his believe tour. hahaha kidding. if i cant get to JC or a course that i want in poly, my life is over. okay maybe im exaggerating but i really do hope it doesnt happen. and the my stress meter is bursting. i feel damn guilty for resting for even only an hour :( something is wrong. ahhhhhhhhhh someone just kill me la so i dont have to take o's lolol i dont have a life okay byebye