Class of 2012

I'VE FINALLY GRADUATED FROM QUEENSTOWN ON 11 OCTOBER. Yay! okay actually no yay, cos this means o's are actually getting closer. its in a week. lol im starting to freak out again jk secondary school life was great overall i guess, apart from all those stupid dramas that happened. its all in the past already so oh well~ i can say that the memories from this 4 years is gonna stay with me forever. and its like, 4 years gone, MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE IS OVER. okay la i have to stop deceiving myself LOL secondary school life was boring. but i had fun too, in sec 1 and 2, before this whole olevel stress thing kicked in. sooooo glad im out of this school. i dont have to face anyone i dont want to face anymore. the final goodbye will be when we actually collect our results next year. what will life be then? i do wonder if we'll say hi and wave to each other when we bump into each other anywhere. time will tell. but there's a few close friends who i will never want to lose contact with. got closer to some people whom i thought i'll never be close with in my last days in queenstown lol i sound like im dying soon. its amazing how much things changed in such a short period of time. and im influenced by all of them, they have the 'idgaf attitude' and me in the past was getting affected by almost everything and anything internal and external. but not anymore, its a good thing :) yay oh and i forgot to bring my camera on that day, okay i think i didnt want to. i dont know. so photos are taken off facebook and theres still somemore that hasnt been uploaded yet so i cant save and put it here :( its past 1AM in the morning and im blogging when im suppose to be sleeping. tbh, i cant be bothered about o's anymore. now that its so close, its not about being hardworking and scoring good grades for o's anymore, its about accepting the fact that i'll end up with shit results and going no where sigh yes im pessimistic but theres always a dull side to things what and the higher the expectations, the higher the disappointment. so it isnt that bad to always look at the negative side of things ohyes and the perks of being a wallflower movie is out & i watched it already yay the book was better but emma watson is gorgeous omg i sound so lesbian-y hahaha but the things is, i felt guilty for not studying and watching that movie instead. crazy right? i no longer know who i am. lol. and so many people moving house. I WANNA SHIFT TOO :( i want to have my own room, a new bed, big closet. aiya just new everything. furniture shopping is fun. and i have no impression of me doing it for my room. i was only 6 so its normal that i cant remember my parents bringing me to those store to shop for furniture, right? honestly i do like where im living right now. but i just wanna move for the fun of it. cant wait to get rid of all the books after o's. its taking up way too much space. i can actually use the space to things that matters, not books. LOL. im secretly hoping that the bed spoils so i can get a new bed. its cozy and im used to climbing up and down the double decker but a change would be nice. and i dont feel safe sleeping up there after so many years anymore. its like i can drop down anytime. lol *touch wood* but the fact that im fat is making that thought even scarier. hahaha im done okay goodnight

Photo Credits: Pristine, Shinta and Alina ;D