its been a long day without you, my friend. yes now its the once a month kinda emotional post. i just feel like my emotions are all over the place and like a roller coaster. ive been feeling so sad that we had to move and being so aimless every single day just worsen it a million times. it really isnt much but i really feel better after saying it out somewhere. everyday feels like 'i can be so much happier' or like 'i was so much happier a few weeks ago'. sucks to say this but everyday feels like the same old shit is happening all over again and it wasnt even supposed to be like that??? and call me crazy but i really rather do something instead. i need to stop complaining so much everyday everywhere but thank god i can let it out in this little space.
i'm glad i spent today with brendan. even though i spent majority of the time watching videos on youtube hahaha but i really enjoyed the company and i love you mwah. im finally meeting jiayi tomorrow and i cant wait omg i have to admit i've been blowing up their phones with so much shit so thank you for tolerating me hahaha i love you two so so so much please stay in my life forever and ever and ever
and no, i have not finished my report hahaha im left with like 10% and i hope i can finish by tonight ok byebye
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