Hot chocolate

Hello. Im not suppose to be blogging right now but i am cos im just that bored and i feel like typing hehehe. its 18 decemeber already. its christmas time soon! but that means january is arriving pretty soon as well and out results are gonna be released already. what if i cant get into JC? what if i cant get into the poly course that i want? gahhh im scaring myself argh and its not that i want to think about it, its just that the image of me crying and deciding to retake o's cos i got shitty result just keeps popping in my head :( im scared, veryveryvery scared. okay back to the present. I've got hot chocolate to start my day at work today! hehehe. if onyl i was rich and all and i can spend on starbucks coffee every morning before i head to work. 4 days left!!! cmon cass chua! im looking forward to friday ever since yesterday started which is only the first day of the week. what will happen if i actually do go out to work in the future after i graduate from university. and i have to go to university so no matter where i end up in after o's i'll still get into university after that, be it government (hopefully) or private. thats what im working for right now, at the age of 16. and ahhh im turning 17 in 5 months!!! sweet sixteen felt like it past really fast, okay maybe cos of o's hahaha okay back to where i was ........... ah yes and im those kind of people that cant sit at my desk for dont know how many hours straight, it bores me. hahaha. oh well, i know these three weeks of work is worth it once i got my pay. i have to admit that its not gonna be alot cos i have to save for the tickets for believe tour but i still have money!!! hehehe. and theres so many things in my head all the time, even when i sleep. why do guys make girls fall for them when they're not gonna catch them when they actually fall in love? its so selfish yknow. okay that was random. byebye.