Feelings.

I may not be pretty. I may not be smart. But I don't deserve to be treated like that. I have feelings too. Everything is falling apart. I don't think anyone understand how I feel. Being outcasted and being disliked because I made my feelings known. There's nothing like killing two birds with one stone. One will be happy and one will be unhappy. And when I decided to be the happy one and stop feeling miserable because I made my feelings known, another thing was expected to happen. The friendship has ended. Yes, I know the world doesn't revolve around me. It doesn't revolve around you as well. I'm not arrowing anyone. Maybe this is what fate decided to do with us. I've been getting cold and short replies from friends I used to be close to. And yknow what. It really hurts. Alot. I even cried. But I guess what is going to happen will happen. No one is able to stop anything from happening. Not me. Not you. Not anyone. Life is like a roller coaster like what many say. But why does my roller coaster have so many downs. Problems after problems. Yes. I've been a two faced bitch. Cos i didn't want to hurt anyone. But I, myself have been feeling miserable inside. Anyone know how I feel? No. It didn't only happen once but many times. I don't fit in. I tried. But nothing changed. I'm not gonna try anymore. Friends accept who you really are? I don't know that anymore. The world is just so judgmental. But don't judge me when you haven't heard my story. Okay. Done with ranting. Bye.