Ditched.

Hello people.
Im in a terrible mood now.
Just cried.
Haiz..
When will i ever stop being so emotional ? ):
I got ditched again.
So what now?
A disastrous v-day?
Not able to go out on v-day.
HELLO. ITS A FREAKING SCHOOL DAY !
And i have prefects interview. I
lead a sad life uh..
Probably spending v-day going for that prefects interview and school and home?
Its okay cass chua !
I'll be spending v-day like any other day.
Have been doing it for the past 15years of my life.
I can do it !
I have to stop being so freaking emotional.
Stop crying over the smallest thing.
Haiz..
I'll now rot at my cousin house to death and i dont think anyone will give a damn bout me.
Life sucks.
I really envy couples that see each other almost everyday together. Like my cousins.
They look so blessed.
And me? Attached but somehow i look like im single uh..
Its okay its okay.
I have live with it for the past 15months.
I'll continue living like that.
Sec 3 shedule totally suck like ttm la.
I dot even have time to go out with charles.
Now that i have time, he's busy..
Better not to be in a BGR but what to do.
Im in love what..
And it always seem like im the only one sacrificing for this relationship..
Still wondering how long im able to take it..
Sometimes i really feel like giving up..
Life, PLEASE JUST GIVE ME A BREAK.
OKAY. I FEEL SOOO MUCH BETTER AFTER CRAPPING SO MUCH.
Bye.